Sunday, December 27, 2009

impasse

Alright.

Photospam IV (I think):

Dinner @ Ikea w/ Ber and Rae, HTHT w/ Rae and Pump Room afterwards.

... Dance camp...

Went out after dance camp to eat @ Xin Wang.

Regina w/ "I (heart) Mango Ice!" face =)

OG night cycling

OCS Commissioning Ball @ St. Regis, 23 Dec.

ALSA Jap-UM-SG from 19-25 Dec.

@ Night Safari

@ Sentosa

@ CBD area.

Taught them how to play 5 stones...

.. and chapteh...

... and pick-up sticks, and many more...

@ SG Flyer

NUS LSIRC people =)

Mariko

Mizuki

Naoaki, Best Speaker @ Moots!

Hiroshi and Toshi

Jun, future politician extraordinaire

Saori and Eri

Yuta and Naoki

Takaaki and a very extra Guo Wei

Keisuke

Awwww X(

Posted by evelyn at 2:08 PM

bulletproof

Loads have happened since the last time I blogged, but I feel too exhausted, despondent, frustrated, emotional etc to try and regurgitate everything back up.

Right now, I just want to be bulletproof.

-i fall anyway, so why do you even bother?-

Posted by evelyn at 12:52 AM

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

falling ill during the holidays

is a farking pain in the ass.

Fever of 39.4 + constant nausea + puking out everything I manage to ingest = ....

Ah well. On the bright side, I might just lose some weight...

Posted by evelyn at 9:16 AM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

randomites

Random things that happened that I completely forgot about until I trawled through my phone's photo folder out of sheer muggerboredom.

GETTA LOADA THIS. KK ROCKS ONCE MORE. (oh hi, yondaime! XD )

Eggs-in-a-muffin at Hatched for brunch one fine morning w/ J, when the library opened later because it was a public holiday. I know, sad right, having to wait for this kind of excuse to go have a nice brunch.

Mom's birthday lunch at Taste Paradise where they served the most osm siewmais ever.

Jelly hearts! J brought them to CJKoh.

YUM. One of many random purchases at Cold Storage for our PICNIC at the lower quad, haha. We plead stress. Can you believe it- they actually have Waitrose there! Osmness FTW.

Long-gone mugging session w Rae. I MISS YOU LOADS MEET UP SOOOOOONS YESYES?

Jun Meng's random quirky shirt on OG Black-and-White Day (my OG has dress-code days lol.)

And the bloody huge kickass poster of EVA :DDDDD

HAPPINESS!

And I found out that signs like these that exclude liability? Totally useless. So if you're injured or anything due to no fault of your own, go right ahead and sue. You know my number. XP

OG mate Val doing her signature turtle-face.

Mr. Freddy at my Torts tutor Fordham's house =)

OK. End of reprieve. Back to the books for me. =(

Posted by evelyn at 5:03 PM

Sunday, November 29, 2009

as if a rectangle wasn't enough, you had to give me a hexagon

Spending time with you is cheek-achingly funny, heartbreakingly fun. But although I don't know what on earth we are supposed to be, I know the drill by now- brain over heart, mind over matter. I know that logic wins everytime.

And most importantly, I know that things should remain the way they are now. Status quos are never very exciting, but sometimes change can be your undoing.

Posted by evelyn at 9:03 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Posted by evelyn at 7:46 PM

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

anywhere but here

There is somewhere else I'd rather be, but-

a) I can't get there.
b) I can't leave here.

I'm surrounded by high walls on all sides, and I've always been a teensy-bit claustrophobic and I feel trapped and suffocated and I just want to leave but I can't and I don't like this feeling, I don't like being forced, being coerced into doing what I don't want to do and what's worse, I'm the one doing the coercion.

Making yourself do something has never been a nice feeling, and I doubt that will ever change.

Weaknesses are meant to be conquered.